March232012
ive wrote a million different things in this little tiny box. but when it came down to actually posting it.. i couldnt. because none of it was right. &whats right. no one can know. so know this, im doing okay. im content with my life. im working toward my goals and once those are achieved i will be out of this town and my life will be started. overall, what happened to me this month.. i did not deserve. but ive agreed to work on looking past that and work things out. so that i am going to do. but im tired of typing. so goodnight.<3
February162012
it may not seem like a very long time together, but let me tell you.. has it felt like forever. I love this girl with everything in me. &we will be together forever. she’s been there for me through everything. from when we were friends to best friends to falling in love
February112012
Anonymous asked: how does it feel to have a gf that goes behind yur bak to talk to her exs?or ex? sucks dont yu think lol get used to it
fuckoff.
3AM
xo-giannaaaa:
I’m sooooo OVER people. They’re so fake and full of shit. This is why I have a few friends. I’d rather have a few friends I trust with everything than a lot of friends I have to watch what I say around them for fear theyd tell everybody what I say. Here’s a big FUCK YOUUUUUUU!
Love, meeee. Xoxo(:
(via xogeee-deactivated20120409)
February92012
I’m so tired of my moms boyfriend. I appreciate him taking care of me and my family for as long as he has. &i wish he knew that. but hes just gotten so rude over the years. I understand we aren’t the best kids in the world. but with the way things have been lately.. my mom deserves so much better. she’s so stressed out doing everything on her own. working split shift everyday. from 4am to like 7pm. it’s ridiculous. my brother has heart and health issues she’s trying to take care of. considering he isn’t going to school anymore, she’s trying to homeschool him.. but he only wants my dad. but my dads always busy trying to work and get his life together. I just wish I could help my mom out. but I have enough on my own plate. being; trying to get a car, working, getting my hours back, getting into school. I just wish Rodney would either try getting off his ass and get a job other than just sit and play video games non stop. I mean. you’ve had enough time off. you don’t need a women to take care of you for the rest of your life. you’re practically using my mom. get.the.fuck.off.your.ass.fool. come on. my dad misses my mom. he called me today and told me he wanted his family back. he lost us about 12 years ago. maybe longer. I just recently let him back into my life cause he’s actually trying now. and showing progress. I’m glad he’s growing up. but it brought tears to my eyes to hear him tell me he wants to be good and have a life with his family. he’s proud of me for all I’ve done with my life. &i know my mom would be too if Rodney wasnt in her ear telling her otherwise. I mean maybe if I didn’t get bitched at so much I’d actually like being home. but I don’t. in a way I want my family back too. I just know how bad my dads anger issues are. and I appreciate all Rodney has done. I would hate to see it all thrown away. I mean.. he’s a good guy. he just needs to get his priorities straight and figure what he actually wants. because he threatens to leave all the time. he doesn’t treat my mom very good any more. don’t get me wrong he used to treat her like a princess. but that was years ago.. lately things have just changed. i just want to go back to being happy again.. however that may be.
10PM
you’re a little bitch. if you wanted her this bad back then you would have never lost her in the first place, but you fucked up. you never deserved her in your life. better yet you didn’t deserve her making you the biggest part of her life. so get over it and her. it was the past and too fucking bad. so quit having your friends text MY girlfriend for any reason at all. whether it be because your family’s dying and you need her. or because you need this or that. you dont “need” shit from her. so fuck off. seriously. fuck off. like get a life and leave MY girlfriend the fuck out of it. it isn’t healthy for you to be any part of her life what-so-ever. she’s a million times better off without you. she always has been and always will be. she doesn’t need, she’s never needed you. she’s got me, her family, and her friends. &guess what.. that’s all shes ever needed. shes finally happy and living the life she’s always deserved. nobody needs you around here. get over the past. it’s the past for a reason. hah. you’ll never be in the present or future. that’s for sure. so either you back the fuck off. or I’ll back you the fuck off myself. no one is scared of you! especially not me! now.hop.the.fuck.off. &&diiiiiiiiiipbiiiiiitch. kthanks.
